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Don't Tell Me How To Feel

by Ungrateful Little String Band

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1.
Satan Song 02:58
In the middle of the night Satan sits on my shoulder Whispers sweet nothings, sweet nothings to me You better start dying before you get older You wouldn’t like the type of person you'd be Sing with me Satan Oh won’t you sing with me Sing me a duet With my misery Fire and brimstone they can never harm me As much as the voice sining inside my head constant companion will never desert me So I sing along louder til the day I am dead Sing with me Satan Oh won't you sing with me And we’ll keep singing For eternity There is one way to fight off the temptation To snuff out my life at the end of each day Singing my song will fight off my damnation Singing my songs keeps the devil at bay Sing with me Satan Oh won't you sing with me And we’ll keep singing For eternity Money for nothing And your chicks for free If we keep singing I’ll be on MTV I got two turntables And a microphone If we keep singing Will you leave me alone? Sing with me Satan Oh won't you sing with me And we’ll keep singing For eternity
2.
so long as you laugh at everything you think you're immune to critique how can anyone confront you when you demean so subtly it's like you don't even realize what you're really doing maybe if i used analogies you would see things differently and wonder what was really funny maybe with some role reversal this veiled dismissal would seem less normal you make your jokes in homogenous company at least presumably and predominantly so no one will question your sense of humor or you test your cracks on someone who is targeted if you can get them to laugh it's proof they're not offensive if they don't laugh find someone like-minded to say it was only a joke what's the fucking problem anyway it's really great how you can say whatever YOU WANT if they're as ignorant viewpoint you want to BRING UP blame it on the devil's advocate or witty irony and pretend that you're above you're own fucking bigotry laugh away your privilege keep laughing and maybe someday you can laugh it all away and you'll never have to feel guilty
3.
the way you made the moves, boy got me so confused, boy about what i was agreeing to cause it was just assumed to stop you would be confrontational and maybe even rude and would require some acknowledgment that i was being used so i tried to own it as my decision but i know it wasn't my intention at this point i'm too embarrassed to admit i was hoping we'd get to know each other a bit but i was naive to think you'd want to be my friend this is what i am to you, just a means to an end but it's not a big deal, it's only sex it's only sex and that is all why should i feel the way i do it's just your penis in my vag i'm not a tease or a prude how many encounters conveniently forgotten and ones i remember far too often but i don't like to think about them my friend says they're the times that don't count but like it or not they happened so many tongues so many lips penises wiggling themselves into my grip he'll take a mile if i give an inch this shit's so annoying it could turn me celibate and it's frustrating cause i wanted it but you made it feel like less of a choice you can rape the willing if you take away their voice how can i like you if you pressure me to i thought you were great before now i'm not so sure baby, don't be creepy i just want to have fun why you got to ruin the moment, honeybun? pushing your agenda without checking in with mine exploiting ambiguity until i draw the line it's entitled and disrespectful it is selfish and unkind and that's the kind of shit they call blurred lines but it's only sex and that is all why should i feel the way i do it's just your penis in my vag i'm not a tease or a prude i swear i'm not a tease or a prude i swear i'm not a tease or a prude i'm not a proooo oo oo oo ooood
4.
Can’t kill the lonely inside of my head It comes back every time I think its dead And I don’t know what to do But write lonely songs about you Or spend my time jerkin off instead This is a depression song Everybody just sing along Boo hoo hoo, Cry Cry Cry I’m Lonely little fucker 'til the day I die Sometimes I wish I had a drain on my fucking skull Cause my head is getting pretty fucking full I just don’t want to think I want to poor it down the sink But there is no drain plug to pull (chorus) Sometimes I want to kill everybody I know Roll the credits this is the end of the show Nobody left to disappoint I could finally blow this joint If I was a little more crazy maybe that’s how I’d go (chorus) Die I will not die Cry I raise by fist to sky I am lonely and I’ bitter But don’t call me a quitter This isn’t a complaint this is a battle cry (chorus)
5.
places change but folks are the same i already know you though we met just yesterday can we switch it up a little bit i'm so fucking sick of the same old shit i've lived this lesson too many times but i haven't learned a thing cause i can't seem to scare you away you think what you want to no matter what i say i'm tired of this relationship though we just met but i have no reason to turn you away just yet i'll be gone before you can catch your breath but the next place i go i'll meet you again with a different name and a different face same bad posture same penetrating gaze same sad songs same sheepish smile it all blends together after a while but if i seem cold to you it's cause you already hurt me and if i seem short with you i've already spent my patience places change but folks are the same i already know you though we met just yesterday can we switch it up a little bit i'm so fucking sick of the same old shit can we switch it up a bit i'm so fucking sick of the same old shitttttt!
6.
You broke my heart when you walked out the door Now you want to restart, just like it was before You say you love me and I hope that it’s true But I’m waiting to see what’s inside of you Are you human in there? Does your heart beat like mine? If your human in there. You won't hurt me this time. When I see a smile sittin’ on your face Is it your smile I see or a mask in its place? How can I tell that your heart is true? There’s someone inside and I hope that its you (chorus) I’ve got this fear and its draggin' me down I picture you in a wedding gown But I’m not the groom, no I’m in the back Calling your name and pounding on the glass Then you turn away and you say I do You’re becoming your mother like she wants you to So I stand there in shame you didn’t yell out “oh Ben!” Still the question remains, I think it over again (chorus)
7.
ain't no jealous man gunna make a girlfriend out of me ain't no jealous man gunna make a girlfriend out of me you can love me and you can be with me but i'm not the kind of person you can keep ain't no macho man gunna get a pick up out of me ain't no macho man gunna get a hook up out of me how do you know i'm sexy if you won't even get to know me how do you know i'm sexy if you won't even get to know me ain't no insecure man gunna get a hot date out of me ain't no insecure man gunna get a hot date out of me you can't parade me around where we go i've got no blow job for your ego you can't parade me around where we go i've got no blow job for your ego i'm not here for conspicuous consumption my love ain't for rent or lease or reservation it's not private property not a commodity not to be used and disposed not to have and to hold ain't no jealous man gunna make a girlfriend out of me ain't no macho man gunna get a hook up out of me ain't no insecure man gunna get a hot date out of me oh no no no no no NOOOOO
8.
Annie comes home and she looks out the window Empties her tips into a jar She wonders where Danny went since he left her He took the ford but he couldn’t go far She use to date Martin back in high school Now she wonders why she ever let him go Cause Danny drank 'til the day he left her And Martins got a wife and kids in Ohio Annie’s lost hope in love Annie stopped praying to the good lord above To bring her a man one who understands No, annie's got no hope left in love Sometimes she’s grateful she had the miscarriage Cause she couldn’t pay to keep a baby fed Then she remembers the pain that it left her It’s the kind a pain she can’t get out of her head She thinks about martin and his blue eyes If they saw her now what would they see She looks at her reflection in the window Says “you don’t look like a beauty queen to me” Annie’s lost hope in love Annie stopped praying to the good lord above To bring her a man one who understands No, annie's got no hope left in love Danny's in motel in Manitoba He's watching some late night TV show He hasn’t had drink since September He wishes he could call and tell her so But without his drink he can’t silence the voices And he can’t bear to stand that pain He puts the .45 up to his temple And blows the demons out of his brain Danny lost hope in love Danny stopped praying to the good lord above He’s a monster not a man And Annie wouldn’t understand He blamed himself for killing her hope and love And hope would have been the name of their daughter If he hadn’t got angry during that pregnancy So Annie broke her nose instead of breaking water And the guilt killed the last of his sanity In Ohio a baby wakes crying A blue-eyed man goes to see what’s wrong Then he recalls an old memory Of his high school girlfriend and her favorite love song
9.
my muscles go rigid underneath your touch i try to make my voice sound polite and calm as if i don't totally hate this like nothing is going on staring at the ceiling i focus on suppressing instinct you speak in a tone i find insulting can't be rude so i answer shortly if you must, take my pleasantries my words and tone are constructed specifically for damage control and you don't seem to notice or care how uncomfortable you make me oh you make me so uncomfortable you make me want to sink deep into this hospital bed with a pillow over my head so far down you can't reach me oh doctor you're making me sick i got a case of the research subject blues my value is my body and my body is science's tool and you're a respectable professional yet it seems your hands find an excuse to be where they need not go and meanwhile you condescend explaining what i already know with you it's so vulnerable yet so clinical so impersonal yet so intimate in the land of cold hard facts where emotions don't exist i'll call it depoliticized and you can call it objective there is no culture here and power is purely practical your body's motions are only logistical and the resemblance of sexual exploitation surely is purely my imagination
10.
In the psych ward you get the blues They don’t allow laces in your shoes Paper trash bags, plastic knives, For our tragic little lives Wrap the sheets around my head Pull em close cause I wanna be dead Then the doctor starts to shout Life is cult they wont let me out Summer fucking Olympics X3 Every single day Coffee black in Styrofoam Wild horses, nowhere to roam All our souls are feeling blue So melt us down and make us glue Just one floor you can’t go far Under camera like bugs in a jar See the bridge where Berryman fell Purgatory but you just want hell. Chorus Do good work and keep in touch x4 Chorus
11.
White Kidz 02:25
White kids with problems are just white kids with problems, and I’m just a white kid who hasn’t hit rock bottom but I’ve tried Lord knows I have tried. But I have got money that comes from my family it helps me pay for the bills from my failed suicide My failed suicide. Lord I am thankful I threw up Some of the pills that I thought would make everything fine Took ‘em handfuls at a time So many people have it much worse than me So many people can’t afford their therapy it’s a crime Oh I know it’s a crime But mental health is not really an illness until you start Shooting up children with guns So just cut the funds
12.
we don't hate black people anymore it just happens that now we're rich and they're poor but we don't hate them anymore looks like they're still mostly pretty poor racism is left behind in history though there seems to be a lot of disparity someone should really do something about that isn't there a law or something we can pass? we stay out of activism and advocacy it's not our personal responsibility we benefit from inequality indirectly but we really love diversity and everyone should have opportunities but some people are just sketchy and unqualified without a degree we feel bad there are so many in poverty but we've got to support our own families no matter what we make we need the money besides, wealth doesn't make a person happy and we work hard to be privileged economically and others needs are secondary to what we call practicality and we don't hate brown people anymore we trade with them instead and there always seems to be a war but we don't colonize them anymore we trade and liberate so they can develop and move forward some day iraq will be just like us (just like us) some day china will be just like us (just like us) some day mexico will be just like us (just like us) some day all the underdeveloped will be just like us and we'll all be equal and we'll all be free basking in the pleasures of modernity cause there's nothing inherently wrong with this society we just need to get past that old history cause globalization is nothing like manifest destiny and capitalism is nothing like slavery if we keep pursuing success individually we'll make it to the top if we have enough integrity but who will work in the toxic industries? who will work in the mines and the factories? if we're all the bosses who will be the bossees? how can we ensure access to abundant commodities with everyone in the world living in harmony? oh shit... i didn't think of that well.... we'll cross that bridge when we come to it don't have to worry about that at the moment for now, for us, this world order works well enough while we're waiting for the less fortunate to catch up
13.
Your Man 04:57
14.
the problem with making friends with someone who is shy is once we talk we never shut up deep down we're all attention hogs and when we keep it bottled up we're all the more annoying when we open up the problem with being a good listener is that some people aren't heard enough and when we find an attentive audience we'll sing your sorry ears off the problem with being kind the problem with having an open mind is that people will milk it as much as they can when they find you the problem with going downtown is you see the people you know all around and maybe you want to talk to them but you don't know what to say and you never cared much for small talk anyway the problem with going where you've never been is that everyone else has friends and you don't yet and for some reason you suspect they'll reject you even though you haven't even met but the problem with hiding in the wilderness is you get scared of the animal noises you feel paranoid that a spider could bite you and it could be poisonous plus you can't afford a car how you gunna get to the grocery store when you can't even walk cause it's just too far the problem with people is you can't live with them but living without them is really not an option the problem with people is you can't live with them but living without them is really not an option the problem with people is you can't live with them but living without them is really, really not an o-o-o-o-op......tion!

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released May 3, 2016

jennaviev: Drums and backing vocals
Jeremy: Saw, Backing Vocals, Spoken Word
Max: Accordion, Keyboards, and Backing Vocals
Tuffy Red: Guitar, Lead and Backing Vocals
Earl Struggz: Banjo
BEN TYE: Upright Bass, Lead and Backing Vocals

All songs recorded at Minnehaha Recording Company on February 2, 2016.

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We are but six fun-loving humans who happen to play music together, trying to do our part to overthrow the kyriarchy, one lush harmony at a time.

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